It's been a week since I've been on my own now. I am already down with an ear infection that's left me numb and deaf in one ear. The place I''m living in has cobwebs in its kitchen closets and the same damp stink coming from every electronic application. My room is small and currently half rented by myself. I've had multiple students come and go trying to find somewhere decent to live, only to disapprove of its meager quality. Thank goodness for that, honestly. I could never bear sharing a tiny room with another human, let alone the bathroom and toilet twenty-four hours a day. My guess is that the standards of living for the general student population has increased drastically due to the inalienable demand of privacy. It suits me.
I've made new acquaintances. It seems to be tradition to hold games and skits and whatnot so as to familiarize the students and introduce them to the value of having a good time in the absence of whats to come. I actually wished that they would start teaching, that way I don't have to deal with being friendly. Its not that I hate it, I only dislike the pretense. We are all going our separate paths, dealing with separate problems at separate times. There is entire schedule laid out for us. What relationships we form will be the result of convenience. nothing else. Of course I can never bring myself to tell anyone this when they ask why I don't involve myself in any of the dry or wet games or the lunches and dinners and photographs, because it doesn't matter, not in the end anyways.
Other than that, the food is alright. It's too much for my appetite. I seem to take a lot of time to finish a dish, considering the speed at which others devour their meals. The card games are alright I guess. A good way to pass the time. I haven't been active for a long time now, again the excuse being I couldn't find anything to write about. I don't think this makes up for it, but I do believe I have plenty more to go now that I have new subjects to talk about.
Selamat tinggal for now.
I've made new acquaintances. It seems to be tradition to hold games and skits and whatnot so as to familiarize the students and introduce them to the value of having a good time in the absence of whats to come. I actually wished that they would start teaching, that way I don't have to deal with being friendly. Its not that I hate it, I only dislike the pretense. We are all going our separate paths, dealing with separate problems at separate times. There is entire schedule laid out for us. What relationships we form will be the result of convenience. nothing else. Of course I can never bring myself to tell anyone this when they ask why I don't involve myself in any of the dry or wet games or the lunches and dinners and photographs, because it doesn't matter, not in the end anyways.
Other than that, the food is alright. It's too much for my appetite. I seem to take a lot of time to finish a dish, considering the speed at which others devour their meals. The card games are alright I guess. A good way to pass the time. I haven't been active for a long time now, again the excuse being I couldn't find anything to write about. I don't think this makes up for it, but I do believe I have plenty more to go now that I have new subjects to talk about.
Selamat tinggal for now.
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