I have an oral presentation in 45 minutes and I am shitting myself. The only thing that seems to calm me down is Radiohead. It's not that I am not ready or that I haven't prepared. Probably just the nerves. I have given many speeches before so this is supposed to be a piece of cake. Five minutes of speaking in front of strangers. They know I speak well, I should be using that to my advantage. But I still having this nagging feeling for some reason. I am being marked for this.
The nagging feeling is that maybe I didn't choose a good enough topic. My topic isn't exactly health related, liked it's supposed to be. It has to do with morality. The speech has to either be fucking perfect or my topic doesn't work. I have gone over the speech and the presentation slides over and over. Maybe the slides are too bland. Maybe the speech isn't interesting enough for five minutes' worth of their attention. I already don't have a credible reputation to begin with, with anyone here. This speech is supposed to pave my way.
Shit.
Edited: (Continuation) Alright, so I had a quick revision in an empty classroom, I am pretty sure some girl overheard and walked away. I also have a fricking ear infection. Frick me.
The nagging feeling is that maybe I didn't choose a good enough topic. My topic isn't exactly health related, liked it's supposed to be. It has to do with morality. The speech has to either be fucking perfect or my topic doesn't work. I have gone over the speech and the presentation slides over and over. Maybe the slides are too bland. Maybe the speech isn't interesting enough for five minutes' worth of their attention. I already don't have a credible reputation to begin with, with anyone here. This speech is supposed to pave my way.
Shit.
Edited: (Continuation) Alright, so I had a quick revision in an empty classroom, I am pretty sure some girl overheard and walked away. I also have a fricking ear infection. Frick me.
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