How do you begin a conversation with a person you don't know? You see this person, and nothing enters your head. There are so many things to start a conversation with, but nothing. It's not fear or embarrassment, just nothing. Even if I used this as a started joke, it's like, ''Can't do this forever right, got to transition.'' Maybe if I spent time thinking and preparing for it, and just did it. It works a lot better if I'm not myself, because when I am myself, it usually never works out. I realized that during my debate session. What I said was absolute crap, and the way I spoke was ten times as worse. If I wasn't myself it would've gone well, I'm sure of it.
What used to be the thoughts of a gloomy introvert who wrote about himself and his crazy thoughts because he couldn't express them for shit in front of anyone is now about nothing.
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