I seem to have a rather strange ability to destroy any relationships that I create. It took me only three months and I have already lost two friends, the best part being that I predicted it a month before I knew it would happen. As of this moment, a person I thought of as a close friend is treating me like I don't exists. There she sits, across from the table I am sitting on, as if to make a statement that yes, I am ignoring you and you can't tell why but you have done something bad and I will never tell you what you did. The Gujju.
I started writing this piece like a minute and I had already peaked her curiosity by aggressively typing at the keyboard, she glances up ever so slightly to look at what I am doing, and understanding the distinguishable trait of mine (typing at the university), she goes back to reading her notes. The worst part of all this is that I don't know if I have actually done anything wrong, I probably have though. However, I thought we had reached a point in the friendship where she, hailing herself as being the self-righteous genius had probably figured out every visible trait of mine that I presented to her. Was it the statement about her dress? Maybe the out-of-context joke about Premenstrual Syndrome that she laughed for, at least in emojis, which happened a while back.
I wonder if I should be telling her these things while she is sitting right in front of me, or I should patter away at my laptop. I am a moron, so I guess I'll do both.
Also, I already typed this and sent it to her on chat, and just told her everything. Let's see how it goes.
I started writing this piece like a minute and I had already peaked her curiosity by aggressively typing at the keyboard, she glances up ever so slightly to look at what I am doing, and understanding the distinguishable trait of mine (typing at the university), she goes back to reading her notes. The worst part of all this is that I don't know if I have actually done anything wrong, I probably have though. However, I thought we had reached a point in the friendship where she, hailing herself as being the self-righteous genius had probably figured out every visible trait of mine that I presented to her. Was it the statement about her dress? Maybe the out-of-context joke about Premenstrual Syndrome that she laughed for, at least in emojis, which happened a while back.
I wonder if I should be telling her these things while she is sitting right in front of me, or I should patter away at my laptop. I am a moron, so I guess I'll do both.
Also, I already typed this and sent it to her on chat, and just told her everything. Let's see how it goes.
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