I think the best and worst thing that's happened to me in these past two days is that I mistook an expired soda bottle for my bottle of water and took a mighty gulp, ultimately resulting in the worst thirty minutes that I have ever spent on the toilet.
I am just waiting for that wretched exam to get over, so hopefully I can 'kick back and relax'. Its just a week away now and there is so much pressure being built up. Everyday closer to 6th of May seems like a bomb about to explode. I am pretty sure many are oblivious to it though, considering that the two guys I sit between are playing PUBG-mobile every chem class. God, there's just something about that class or the teacher that really drops the mood for everyone or rather sets everyone up for a rebellion. It's the only class when people go on coordinated restroom breaks like it's a rule. Or that many just bunk class and sit in other rooms, although it hasn't been at all successful for anyone (fun story for another blog).
Today was a bit different though. The chem teacher wasted a third of the period talking about self study even when he had limited time to complete the portion. It had the slightest tone of a pep talk, as he was all about confidence and motivation, and that was probably the first time we all warmed up to him, I guess. There can be many ways to express sincerity and he was pretty good with it. He made some puns and witty remarks about us students which coming from him seemed a bit unintentional considering the fact that he had no reason to warm up to us in anyway, which is probably why we returned the favor.
Even when it feels like after the 4th of May, the likelihood that anyone of us would meet each other is scarce if not improbable, I am glad I experienced the joy and ironical sadness of creating abrupt friendships and severing those ties just as quickly. It sucks, obviously when you suddenly realize that you don't have much time to spend with those new friends you took so much effort to make and as the session comes to an end, you regret making any friends at all as that just hurts you even more.
I am just waiting for that wretched exam to get over, so hopefully I can 'kick back and relax'. Its just a week away now and there is so much pressure being built up. Everyday closer to 6th of May seems like a bomb about to explode. I am pretty sure many are oblivious to it though, considering that the two guys I sit between are playing PUBG-mobile every chem class. God, there's just something about that class or the teacher that really drops the mood for everyone or rather sets everyone up for a rebellion. It's the only class when people go on coordinated restroom breaks like it's a rule. Or that many just bunk class and sit in other rooms, although it hasn't been at all successful for anyone (fun story for another blog).
Today was a bit different though. The chem teacher wasted a third of the period talking about self study even when he had limited time to complete the portion. It had the slightest tone of a pep talk, as he was all about confidence and motivation, and that was probably the first time we all warmed up to him, I guess. There can be many ways to express sincerity and he was pretty good with it. He made some puns and witty remarks about us students which coming from him seemed a bit unintentional considering the fact that he had no reason to warm up to us in anyway, which is probably why we returned the favor.
Even when it feels like after the 4th of May, the likelihood that anyone of us would meet each other is scarce if not improbable, I am glad I experienced the joy and ironical sadness of creating abrupt friendships and severing those ties just as quickly. It sucks, obviously when you suddenly realize that you don't have much time to spend with those new friends you took so much effort to make and as the session comes to an end, you regret making any friends at all as that just hurts you even more.
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