The Life of an Ambivert

I think the best and worst thing that's happened to me in these past two days is that I mistook an expired soda bottle for my bottle of water and took a mighty gulp, ultimately resulting in the worst thirty minutes that I have ever spent on the toilet. I am just waiting for that wretched exam to get over, so hopefully I can 'kick back and relax'. Its just a week away now and there is so much pressure being built up. Everyday closer to 6th of May seems like a bomb about to explode. I am pretty sure many are oblivious to it though, considering that the two guys I sit between are playing PUBG-mobile every chem class. God, there's just something about that class or the teacher that really drops the mood for everyone or rather sets everyone up for a rebellion. It's the only class when people go on coordinated restroom breaks like it's a rule. Or that many just bunk class and sit in other rooms, although it hasn't been at all successful for anyone (fun story fo...

Before I start this blog I just want to put this out here. I hit a 1500 views today morning on my page and I would like to thank you for getting me there. I didn't really think I could get back to where I was after I stopped in October but you came through for me. Thank you. I was actually pretty surprised myself. Really woke me up from my afternoon lecture slumber. That's not exactly the best thing to put on this blog considering the fact that, as of this moment, my mom, dad and/or sister are reading this (hey guys!!). Right, so organic chemistry was being a drag, naturally I dozed off only to be woken up by my buddy sitting next to me. He had just started to read my blogs, and I thought why not show off just a tiny bit. I open up my account for the statistics on the blog and voila! 1504 views in all time history. That just did it for me. I was so pumped I didn't doze off at all the entire day. I am pumped right now in fact. I guess something got me going when I saw t...

It's been a month since I came to stay in India and I can gladly say that I enjoyed it. I used to hate living here when I was younger, mostly out of whims and my longing for the Xbox. I genuinely like staying here now. Well, I would rather stay in Dubai, when I think of it. As of the last two hours, I have decided to never come back here, especially to this house. Where am I staying exactly?                                                 Grandparents I know what you're thinking. Grandparents? They are supposed to be loving and caring and whatnot, sure they are loving and caring. I have just never experienced that. All of it just floats into multiple other directions. How am I supposed to explain to my g-mother the intricacies of the internet and a computer when like a virus she has an thought stuck in her head that all boys of my age are always misusing t...

So, I realized that I have been using 'so' usually every time that I start a sentence, I will try my best to control myself. So, I have gone back to prison now, essentially. My father left for Dubai today, I think. Now I am back to sleeping without a fan over my head because ''I might get ill'', or get my ear chewed out for not eating much, then get my other ear chewed out for not working out. The same every morning speech starting with ''Why don't you get up early, didn't your parents teach you any manners....'' to ''Learn from your cousin, he is so well behaved and wakes up early everyday''. I guess she's a hardened veteran now for these type of things. And also, I can't really say anything since I have to save up on any reputation I have left in my family. I can't tell her that my cousin spends his nights talking to girls, or that he destroys everything he touches, or that he gives no meaning to his sur...

Hello again! I have decided to keep my promise about everyday blogging. Well, frequently, if not one every 24 hours. So, today I am going to talk about opportunity. Okay, no. I wanted to talk about opportunity the day before, but now I will blatantly change the subject to something else entirely. Raise your hands those of you who have protective parents. Good. Now those who have conservative parents. Okay. Now those who have (a) parent(s) that is/are over-protective, conservative, frequently irrational, but broadminded goal-specific. Also Indian. I see two hands, that's nice. Oh wait those are mine. Sometimes I wonder how others parents function. Taking my friends' examples, its hard to understand why they are so carefree and (I guess) easy-going. My parents have those qualities too, but when it comes to boundaries and limits, there are so many restraints that I just gets to my head quite frequently. Honestly, I enjoy the restraints. I know that when I grow up and God fo...

Right, so it has been about 4 months since I put anything up. And I can't remember why. Granted, I don't get the best response from any of the readers, but that never stopped me before. Was it a lack of ideas, or general laziness that deterred me. Since most of my blogs aren't exactly topic-based, I would say its the latter. Okay, I actually have a topic in mind. So, its that time of the year for every Indian 12th grade pass-out. That crucial two month period after the final exams is pretty wild in it's own sense. From my perspective, at the very least, I never expected it to be this way. I used to honour a tradition that I have been keeping ever since I got an Xbox that i would play for 4 hours straight after every semester examination. I don't recall playing on the 27th. Yeah, it was more of packing and shifting things around. We left for India the next day. It wasn't a complete waste. I met up with a friend of mine for a quality time of one hour. Right, ...