I hate being complimented. I don't know how to accept compliments more like. Not two hours ago, a mate from my orientation group sort of complimented me on my choice of topic for my academic essay and my choices for topics in general, saying things like, '' Its MAD thinking'' and stuff like that. And I just looked at him and mumbled something stupid, that I don't even remember now. It was more annoying than awkward on my part, since in the back of my head I immediately started to curse at myself for my lack of awareness or the fact I am not able to converse with anyone normally. This MAD thinking helps me while debating during the Socratic Seminar but I go out of luck as soon as I enter a normal conversation. I don't deserve commendation.
What used to be the thoughts of a gloomy introvert who wrote about himself and his crazy thoughts because he couldn't express them for shit in front of anyone is now about nothing.
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