I had to buy a cheap game on Steam just to make time pass by. And when that didn't work too well, I started a podcast of myself speaking drivel in my native tongue. Maybe I am playing the wrong game, I mean, instead of a fun light hearted game, I bought 2018 hit-sensation Getting Over It. So most of my time was spent stressing and cursing in Marathi. It has a slight effect, I guess. I realized that my vocabulary is rubbish in Marathi. I need to switch to Marathi novels once I'm done with Amish.
What used to be the thoughts of a gloomy introvert who wrote about himself and his crazy thoughts because he couldn't express them for shit in front of anyone is now about nothing.