I don't routinely update this blog. I have gone months without a single post, and then out of guilt, have fired of two or three posts in the span of three weeks. I have a speech to give in less than an hour in a foreign language that I have not prepared for. Yes, the speech about my country (previous blog). The MCO has been extended yet another two weeks. I am stuck. I don't know what to do anymore. Why am I even writing this piece?
What used to be the thoughts of a gloomy introvert who wrote about himself and his crazy thoughts because he couldn't express them for shit in front of anyone is now about nothing.